Saturday, August 20, 2011

Hormones!

Holy Cow! Do women actually feel this way when they are pregnant? Am I behaving normal? The last 4 days, especially evenings, I have turned into an emotional wreck. I don't even feel like the same person. Everything is turning into Daniel's fault. If he wants to become intimate then he's being insensitive. If he makes a comment about my dirty dish then he's being a jerk. If he verbally admires an attractive model then he doesn't love me. If he does something I'd rather he didn't do then he doesn't respect me. And all I can do is cry, cry, CRY about it!

I never went through anything like this with Kailyn (although Danny did say I was this way after I had Kailyn, but to a much lesser extent). It's so frustrating! I love this baby and cannot wait to get him here, but I don't know if I can deal with myself, my sweet husband, and our darling daughter for another 2 months if I'm going to be THIS nuts. Well, this is more of a venting session than an update, but that's what's going on in my life right now. I've got about 8 more weeks to go and I cannot wait!

1 comment:

  1. Knowing is half the battle. Going crazy over your hormones is normal. Being aware that you are having "the crazies" while you are pregnant is a great opportunity to learn how to think before you say. Does it sound like an expert, well I should...I only had FOUR kids :). Just remember to cut yourself a little slack. You aren't your normal self, and that's a good thing because at the end of it is a beautiful baby.

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